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Definitely Not.

by Double Overtime

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Jak Is Vape 01:14
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And have you even tried to see things through the eyes that view you, and everything that you been trying hard to relate to. Does it make you think when you're driving down route three. I hope you feel the background of New York city capture me. This is the season for departure. Sometimes I wish I could look just to try and find an answer. And I don't know if one day we'll all come crawling back together. And if we fall apart, we fall apart, and I'll just be like this forever. And all I can tell you is what I know about, all I can show you of what I've lost so many years ago. I am driving northbound on route twenty-three. I'm surrounded by landscape I grew up near, and I can't see. What would ever lead me to believe that I have any inkling of an idea of what's buried inside of me? You think it'd be, you think it'd be so damn easy. To wake up everyday, look in the mirror, and just decide this is the person I'm gonna be. And for those who may know without a doubt, leave me in the corner with my bottle as I try but never figure it out. And all I can tell you is what I know about, all I can show you of what I've lost so many years ago. Another year passes by and we'll see, more and more that decide to leave. Another choice made so easily. All in all, feeling incomplete. And all I can tell you is what I already know. And everything that I've been able to show you is what is lost, is what I've lost.
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Hop in my car, let's take a ride tonight. Street lights, sensitive eyes, the beers are cold, I feel alright. Cause rides home, I dunno, where I was last night. And in my head the radio is playing "Five State Drive" all night. And now we're out of beer, it kinda sucks the night just started. And if we're down on our luck, who gives a fuck? I'm just glad we partied. Every time, every night, with nowhere to go. On this drive through the night, going anywhere but home. Hop in my car, let's take a ride tonight. Street lights, sensitive eyes, the beers are cold, I feel alright. Cause rides home, I dunno, where I was last night. And in my head the radio is playing "Five State Drive" all night. Without a single doubt I've been trying to say, every single time, that I'm just okay. I've been breathing in your air, it's all the same. I've been sinking in your eyes. I've been downing in your brain. What's going on man? Where are we driving? We're gonna be late for! Can't help the feeling that I'm forgetting something important. And every time we got lost before, we always find our way back to your front door. And even though we always crash in the yard, we always find our way back to where we were that night. The night is coming to an end. Regretting texts after hitting send. And I can't start to tell you, or try to pinpoint where all of this began. I can tell you that it's me, and that is all it will ever be. You can take it or leave it. Time has brought us nowhere, but it's further than before. Our minds are often elsewhere, so let's hop in my car and just go. And did you have the time to think about your judgement? Claiming I was somebody you knew I wasn't. Rides home. You can take it or leave it.
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Gym Jorts 02:52
I couldn't take another moment pretending I don't think about you. So, I'll wake up and lead my life assuming you don't think about the nights spent lying in our bed. While you texted other guys, and I played Playstation. These feelings, these moments, this whole situations getting out of hand. I don't feel that I need your approval anymore, so if I've become so replaceable come on and let me know. I'm sitting on my couch, wondering what the hell I'm doing. I feel like I've lost all my friends and my family. Have I made a mistake in choosing what's right for me, in choosing what's right for me? And what's right for me, was chosen by you so easily. And I would drag myself down for anyone, except for you. And I won't drag myself down for everyone, because of what you're doing. Hungover in my house with nothing left to figure out. I hope you will, but we both know you'll never hear me out. And I see, clearly this is just not meant to be. And after all your bitching and this fighting, I remain the asshole you made of me. Keep on talking, I'm not listening. And I would drag myself down for anyone, except for you. And I won't drag myself down for everyone, because of what you're doing. Think of all the time we've wasted, and we both will never get it back. Try to stay positive and think about the good times, but most of them were bad. I wouldn't say it's all your fault. Don't worry I would think its mine. Me letting all your insecurities go and waste all my time. Think of all the time we've wasted, and we both will never get it back.
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Yeah, I think I'm gonna give it a second try. I'm gonna take another shot at this thing I call my life. And it's so easy to drink myself to sleep every single night. Waking up hungover, by myself, and realize that nothing's right. This is your summer anthem, the one you've always hoped for. No matter how many times you request it, they just won't play that song anymore. And all I need is for you to sing this back to me. It's strange how you could always see right through me. And I think I'll always wonder if I have the courage to be something you've always wanted. Drive me to the ground. Baby we can turn this ship around. You're always in the present tense, and I'm stuck here waiting at the end. You're like forgotten words scribbled on pages. You are the silent verse that turned into volumes of us. This is your summer anthem, the one you've always hoped for. No matter how many times you request it, they just won't play that song anymore. And all I need is for you to sing this back to me. What I need is for you to sing this back to me. This is your summer anthem, the one you've always hoped for. No matter how many times you request it, they just won't play that song anymore. And I'm always wondering what's going on in your head. I'm always wondering, if this wondering will get the best of me.
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All I can tell you is what I know of what I've lost so many years ago. All I can tell you is what I know... It's everything that I had ever hoped for. It's everything that I had never found out. I'm finding out.
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Turkleton 03:21
Your words never come without conditions letting me down. Leave me here without a sound. Speaking without any thought about what it is I fought. Leaves have changed, but I've stayed the same. If I stand here forever, will you still remain? The seasons change, but I've stayed the same. I am the same. And we could have started something without a finish, completely become one and always. Believing what we were through those days, we always work for what we cannot make. And we could wipe away those years forgetting what made us who we are, and eventually what we became. We grow through the spring, and burn in the fall. Throw out the idea that you cared at all. Promise etched in stone, you left me with nothing left to say. When everything you worked so hard to keep is thrown back in your face. Keeping tradition never felt right, if it's in the past. A promise that we're built of stone, but I'm finding out that nothing's made to last. If I stand here forever, will you still remain? The seasons change, but I've stayed the same.
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So lets start this off right. Lately I've been contemplating what's going on in my life. Because I've always felt alone stuck in a crowd. But seeing you feels better while we listen to the sound of every bit of effort we've put in for years. Seeing is believing, so just open your fucking ears. So sing it from your heart, and you can let it all out. The sound of us together can turn a scream to a shout. Let's get a bunch of beers, and spend the night in the basement of a bottle trying to drink away our fears. And I know this is not the way to do this, but it's happening right now regardless. Let's go drink drink til we're lethargic. From conception, you've always gone in your own direction to keep from feeling alone. You know this is true. There's always been this connection between me and you. Just open your eyes, and look to the path where we can see this through. Time again, I'm always stumbling in the end. I'm falling between me and you. Time and time again, I'm always stumbling between. I'm falling between me and you. I'm always falling between me and you. You know this is true, but it's happening regardless. Just open up your eyes. You're always stuck in your own state of mind. You know this is true, but it's happening right now regardless. Just open up your eyes, and take control of your own life. Come on right now! Let's get a bunch of beers, and spend the night in the basement of a bottle trying to drink away our fears. And I know this is not the way to do this, but it's happening right now regardless. Let's go drink drink til we're lethargic. Happening right now. I'm falling between me and you.
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It's only raining in my world. It only shows just to let me off the hook. And I've been staring at the clock, it's only one of my two faces. And I know that the two of us are still around, we're just in different places. Lacking most of my emotions without you here. It's always something that keeps me safe and clear. Sick of wasting time, all of my time in my bed sleeping. I must be dreaming. I'm not a slave to death, but I'm chained to it. It wraps a dark cloud around my mind, no sky ahead of it. I'm never in front of it, I just gotta get over it, but it never seems to be something I get. If I could turn back time and help you to second guess the decision that you made. Help make it for you. And every time you once had me right where you want me is where I'll be. The audience is gone forever. We're going off air in December. Just adding to the remainder of my years, and I've been accumulating time without you here in these unfamiliar places. No sky gets one of my two faces. If I was any older, any wiser, a bit more sober, I would be the one that's in the ground. And I'd stay that way, but I don't care. You'll never see me come back up for air. I would never be the one to sit around. And I would stay that way. I am that way. And I've been walking and down the street, it's the last place that you said you'd be. In one way or another always blowing my cover, second a man and first a brother. If everything about the plans we made was all together just a phase, I'm understanding this has no meaning. I'm sick of sleeping, I'm not dreaming. The last of all my years with be without you, and I think I've come to terms always blaming myself on a constant basis. I guess I'll never learn. It's always worse when you're not home. Reminding me, constantly, that you'll always be alone. Just adding to the remainder of my years, and I've been... I'm accumulating time in these unfamiliar places. No sky gets one of my two faces.
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So you've heard about the mess that I've made. I'll probably take this to my grave. You are the only thing about this all that keeps me up for days. I'm trying to take a big jump. Feels like I'm running in circles. I speak believing that you hear me, trying to keep the ground beneath me. And if I think about it all, I'm happy that I found it. Fuck hanging pictures on the wall, it's bottles that I'm counting. And you think you know, but it's been a long time coming around. With nowhere else left to go it's been seriously bumming me out. You're bumming me out.

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released December 13, 2016

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